Fuck yourself

Once one is in a place, rather, in an institution which has its own rules, its own structure, an independent structure of functioning, one really doesn't have an option other than adapting oneself to it. Any deviation, at the first instance, is not appreciated. Such a 'non-appreciation' is not to be attributed only to the agents of the institution. It is very much apparent in the people who are subject to the institution. Such an attitude is, at times, reflected in those people who at some point or the other raise their voice against the institution.

But that's not my point. Rather, not what it seemed like in my head.

Once there, one adapts oneself too such an extent that when once transported outside that place, it's difficult to adapt oneself back to the 'outside' world. Are these the woes of a large-scale institution comprising a universe in itself? How big a number signifies a universe? 1? 200? 2000? There is no specific number, I guess.

Also, we live in such a bubble. Such a fucking-judgmental bubble. Even if that judgment doesn't harm you, it's just pathetic that some people have all the time in the world to think to such extent. To actually sit and talk about it. And on that, justify it.

One is forced to think on the lines of what the other person might think if one acts in a way one usually does. Not act alone. Everything associated with that person. His actions, his words, his attitude, his everything! And most of the time, one doesn't realize it too. It operates beautifully at a subconscious level. It is at these moments that I begin to love and adore people who just don't give a fuck about others. Who would maintain their stand, even though it might be grossly irritating, at all points of time.

I just hate this place, right now. And have never hated it more. And now, I am too lazy to comment also.

Okaybye.